I can almost not believe that this was really my hair! And you know what the worst part is? I was not 100% satisfied with it...I always wanted my ends more even, which eventually they would have gotten more even,...once you stop growing hair evens up. But I should not have stressed as much about my ends, I had days when I did not enjoy wearing my hair down.
Like I pointed out before, when we grow our hair very long we often loose a realistic perception on hair.
I see it in many "fans of long hair" too, it is like a competition for some, with the motto "more is better".
Anyhow, I think that is a great length on me, maybe a bit more too..but around there is what I would consider my goal length. Sadly, I don't even have a guarantee that my hair will get back to its old self...my thyroid sickness could be permanently reducing my potential. That is what bothers me most, not that I have to take time to grow it back to its old self,..the question on wheather I will get back to my favorite length again is what stresses me.
In a way I am my idol at the moment, which is funny because I have always searched for an idol...a woman with a similar hair type, color and texture that has longer, more even hair than me. And I have just never quite found my idol twin.
The closest were probably a few Asian straight haired ladies, but still there was just something different about my hair and I could not see my realistic future looking at their hair.
I will take pictures in this outfit regulary now, and at least post a yearly comparison to the pictures taken then (was a bunch, all angles)..and hopefully one day I will find my hair to look the same again...